I'm not sure if this is to help ease my longing or if it's making it worse.
Probably a bit of both.
But I also came across these three shots, and they caught my attention. Because even though, unlike the flowers and the sunsets or so many other vibrant things to take a picture of in Thailand, none of these critters are particularly colourful, yet they still fascinate me. Two are moths of some sort, and the other a toad. I welcome those with more knowledge than me to educate us on proper names or species.
For now I'm finding it rather striking that they all look like they might have been painted with the same brush by the same artist on a day when there wasn't much going on in the pallet or the imagination.
And yet I noticed. Took their picture.
Each unique, and remarkable in their particularly unremarkable way.
Of late I've had the opportunity again to evaluate some of the basic assumptions of life and ministry.
At New Family Foundation, we are at a pivotal point in our story, just on the edge of actually breaking ground for the new build (exciting and terrifying at the same time).
At Highview, we are in a season of recalibration and resetting for future ministry as well (full of potential with the usual uncertainty thrown in).
Personally, for our family, there is something on the horizon that will feel like a big difference for us (not bad per se, but a little painful).
However each of these unfolds, in all three aspects, there is the opportunity to clarify and reclaim important values. And I welcome that.
And a value that has settled even more deeply inside of me as a result of this, is the value that is apparent in the stopping to take a picture of an unremarkable thing.
The small and the ordinary have God's complete attention.
I will confess to feeling the pressure of comparison when other ministry leaders announce the impressive statics of their latest ventures. How many Bibles distributed, how many baptisms, how many people deciding to become Christians, how many in attendance at their event. And I celebrate with them, for sure.
And...there is something remarkable in a persistent persistence of doing Isaiah 58 in the ordinary ways of every day. There is something unique about every child who comes into our care, no matter what they've been told thus far. And there is something wildly colourful in the subtle, intentional pallet of the Creator who fashioned them just as they are, because He thought they were a very good idea indeed.
How amazing that He notices us!
And it doesn't need to be big, and it doesn't need to be flashy, when we notice them with Him.
It just needs to be real.
I need this for me.
I need this for them.
As always, thank you to all who notice them with Him together with all of us at New Family Foundation.

